I’m fed up! Lauren turns everything true I tell her around to make her look good and me to look bad. Well, I’m sorry, but I’m not sorry for the choice I made. Lauren was so controlling, she’s also power-hungry. I have given everything over to God, even my very life, He told me to move on and so did my pastor, with a college / career leader. She hurt Cammy terribly, as she did me, not vice versa, as she will tell you. I found this out on my own. Cammy and I have, also, been praying for Lauren. I was NEVER possessive of HER. I was possessive of our phone time only. And the reason I lied to her was because I thought that was the advice my dad gave me. I was wrong there. I never hurt her the way she hurt me. I want her to stop messing with my LJ’s. She wants to break me and Cammy apart, but I will not stand for that. I’m so upset with her! I want her to be happy for me and quit turning to the past. She needs to learn that she encouraged me to find other friends – who cares if it was Cammy. I don’t. I just want her to leave us alone, please! I like Cammy and she me. I’ll never stop being Lauren’s friend nor stop loving her or praying for her.